When the air is fifty-five, and the sky a photographic blue, when all noises have ceased but the infrequent fluttering of a grasshopper, on his own, in a meadow (and even he travels sheepishly among the quietude); when the breeze is calm and gentle, and the seashells of your ears no longer shout the roar of oceans, but only whisper the placid ponds of beavers – do you feel as I do, dear reader, that the earth really is our home? Do you know in your heart, just as I know in mine (in this ephemeral bliss, before that knowing dissipates), that she actually likes us, and enjoys us, and wants us to be here?
I wish we could find a moment like that, you and I, and dwell in it everlastingly. Or, if not that long, long enough to look into each other’s eyes for awhile and refresh our souls in peace.
I am sorry I have been away for some time. When our dear brother left to make himself a soldier, I went away with him, and even now I cannot stay with you long. The air is hot; it swelters; our brother sweats in a desert tent; he sits with armed comrades …
… it is dangerous here. Bombs fly, bullets fall, women scream …
… the quiet trees of the Highlands are what I miss most, and the gentle folk, also … and Melodie …
You should know there is a girl here, too. She wears a blue scarf. Peter sees her on the streets sometimes, when he and his friends are on patrol, and their gazes sweep one another, like machine gun fire. But Melodie …
… I will return as soon as I can. I know you understand that someone must watch over our dear brother until he returns safely home, and I hope that Callistos has been taking good care of you in my absence. I hope that all is good and pleasant in the Highlands, as it always was, and always will be, and that Trinity gleams just as bright as ever in the east … the buildings are crumbled and dusty here, and I’m sick of them … the sun chars everything in sight … there are burnt bodies, in piles, grimace-locked teeth shining out of them … they … … I have to go away, they are calling me … give my love to Melodie, if ever you should see her …
(from what is currently p. 239 in my novel, and probably will be some other page when I'm done)
Love,
graham